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Diaper Lover
I have a really strong desire to wear diapers and use them, I don't know when this occurred or why I have a desire towards them but I do, I have not been able to get any diapers because I worry I might get caught, don't know what to say to my parents without them thinking im a class A Weirdo Especially my father, I have such a bad relationship with him its unbelievable Im too scared to think how he would react if I came out and said something like that, I have even thought about wetting the bed on purpose so I can atleast wear goodnites to bed, but Im worried if my father will hold it against me and shame me which I don't want, I feel my mother would be more accepting but probably tell her friends because they are so close to her which is something I worry about too im lost and struggling i get really aroused thinking about them and my heart starts pumping, i don't know when i will be able to move out since i struggle with work due to severe social anxiety so its hard to be in a steady job and earn money to move out all i want is to wear diapers but im being held back.
I am a girl and when i was just past age 12,i started puberty,then shortly after started bedwetting because of it! My parents got me cloth diapers and rubberpants[plasticpants] and required me to wear them to bed every night! About a half hour before bedtime,mom would tell me its time to put your diapers and rubberpants on and i would then take a quick shower.After i was done,i would lay naked on my bed,mom slid the diapers under me,applied the babypowder and lotion,pinned the diapers on me then pulled the adult size rubberpants up my legs and over the diapers.This became a nightly routine and after i was in bed,i would ** my thumb!My rubberpants were in pastel colors and even some with nursery prints on them! Not only did i have to wear the diapers and rubberpants for my bedwetting,but mom and dad had me wear them on easter under my easter dresses,also for christmas and weddings,etc. By the time i was 14,i was used to the diapers and rubberpants and feeling like a baby at night!My bedwetting went on untill past 15,then came to an end,but i told mom that i wanted to keep on wearing the diapers and rubberpants and she said ok.I am now 20 and love wearing my cloth diapers and rubberpants to bed and for holidays!
I really like peeing in my cloth diapers and rubber ** too. The rubber ** I wear feel just like the rubber ** I wore till I was 7 years old.
I had a secret diaper fetish in my teens too, though I didn't know that's what it was until much later. I started out just going in my pants, having "accidents' like a little kid, but then I bought some Pampers claiming they were for my little brother. I had to tape 3 or 4 of them together into one diaper that fit me. They were so comfortable though. I wished I could wear them all the time. I loved to use them too and act like a toddler. I did this when I was home alone though as I didn't want my parents to find out either. I think my mom might have known though, but she never said anything. I thought I was the only one who did this until the internet many years later, and now I find it's a very common thing out there.
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When I was a Teenage boy I also loved diapers. I had two younger brothers who would charge their male friends money to change my diapers which we would split 50/50. After they removed my diapers I would get hard and my glans would poke out of my foreskin. Most boys would stare at me with my diaper off for close to 5 minutes, fascinated either by my full bush or my foreskin. Every now and then a boy would wipe me with a baby wipe until
I would squirt! Such fond Memories!
When I reached puberty my mom bought me a pair of plastic pants and put them with a bottle of baby oil in my bedside draw. She said to me that would contain the mess. I used to wear them to bed almost every night and ** off in them. In the morning I'd peel them off in the shower and rinse them. Then leave them to hang on the rail. When they were dry she'd put them back in my bedside draw. So not all parents shame you.
You can bet your father will shame you.
I totally get the wet the bed thing. mind you I doubt if the goodnights will be as effective as you think. The dam things leak.
Sorry to hear about the bad relationships.
I understand your desire I wear adult diapers and when I get stressed I wet myself. I also like to wear plastic pants with out diaper.
Do you want an older loving gentle male to change your diapers or give you a
bath? I wish there was come way for us to connect!