Got what I wanted. Now regret it.
I a 20 year old pre-OP male to female transexual. I have only been with one guy when I was 16 and started my hormones treatment. He had s** with me 3 times. And nothing since then.
Last weekend I worked up the nerve, and made a date with 7 guys for s**. I thought it would be wonderful and so sexy. I wanted them to kiss me a and hold me.
In the end I was used by them all weekend, they didn't care about me and just f***** me. None of them would even kiss me. They forced me to suck them and swallow.
On Sunday night they left me naked and crying on the bed in the hotel room. My ass still hurts so much, I wanted to be made love to by multiple men. But I was simply raped by them. I invited them and they took what they wanted.
I'm going to be a girl I want a man to make love to me and love me.
I messed up so bad. I just want to be loved and not a s** object.