I helped him cheat
While away for a 6 month training for work I met a guy and we hooked up after a night of dinking. I didn't know he was married the first time but for the 5 month relationship we have created afterward I did.
I feel honestly disgusted with what I had done, when would I be a person to help a man cheat after I had been cheated on before. It was more than s**, he was a great friend and helped me through the training process and even helped me through an emotional time while away.
How the f*** do I get over how awful of a person I am and how do I get over him cause quite frankly, I fell in love.