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Saw brother masterbating and watched
My name is Autumn, I am 16 and have a twin brother James. Growing up me and James were very close, and still are but our lives are less intertwined as they used to be. As we both got interested in the opposite ** I notice my brother started looking at me differently, especially in short or tight clothes. I have come to the conclusion that simply because he sees a lot of me he has started finding my body attractive and me being his sister is more a convenience than an issue, as he has been checking me out for a while.
I share a Jack and Jill bathroom with my brother, which is great, but have to be careful to turn both locks. He has tried a few times to accidentally catch me in the shower or on the toilet.
We often leave both doors open to chat between our rooms, and leaving them ajar by mistake has led to me being caught in underwear before by a peeping brother.
It was me who saw more than I should have yesterday, when I went into the bathroom and with his door ajar I could see him with his pants round his ankles and his hand on his hard ** masterbating to ** on his phone.
I confess, it's the first hard ** I have seen in real life, having only seen pictures or someone who had their pants pulled down, and because I have not gone far with boyfriends.
I watched him for quite a while, I was captivated, curious, and to my shame a little turned on.
Then I had a bit of a shock, he reached down on to the bed and placed something against his face, I wasn't sure what at first, then I realised it was a pair of my knickers. We share a washing basket in our bathroom and a quick check showed yesterdays were gone.
While I freaked out he ** in to a tissue, again the first time I have seen it.
I can't believe I watched him, and I can't believe he was sniffing my knickers, apart from that being gross, does it mean he is obsessed with me? What to do?
It's just that I have been there myself...
What was your situation?
This was in the days long before the internet existed. I came from a very Christian household, where subjects like ** were very taboo, so that meant no Playboys in the house. One day, when I was 14, I made a startling discovery, my older sister would shower with the bathroom window open, and my bedroom window was in the perfect position to observe this event.
I was in the middle of puberty, so this was the first naked girl that I have ever gotten to see, in person! I remember my heart beating beating so hard, excited by both what I was seeing and the fact that I was doing something that I should not be doing! Then she caught me. She ran to my mother to tell her about how perverted her brother was, and my mother, just laughed!
To ensure privacy, I hung an old beach towel over my bedroom window... Though I was sketchy as to whose privacy was being protected. My sister continued to shower with the window open and I continued a silent vigil over her, watching through small holes in the old towel.
I was 14, going through puberty, it was hard not to watch, I didn't want to have ** with her I just wanted to watch. For years, I had been quiet about it, nearly forgot all about it, until a conversation with a friend made me remember. I started doing my homework and found out that not only was my actions very normal, for a kid of my age, but I wasn't alone. I even ran across a poll that was conducted a few years back, in this poll boys were asked, "If you had an opportunity to spy on your sister in the shower would you do it?" Over 75% said yes. Even more surprising, when girls were asked the same question, but about their brothers, over 73% said yes as well! Something to think about.
Thanks for sharing your story, really pleased to hear this is totally normal, and that we are in the 75/73% majority.
Can I ask from the boy side of things, how far did you go? I assume you masterbated while watching through the hole in your old towel? I understand if you don't want to share, no pressure.
You can ask me anything you like, being that I am much older now, I am generally not prone to shyness and I tend to be very open. Did I ** while I was watching her? Actually no I didn't. Yes did ** to what I saw, but not while I was watching. I enjoyed more the feeling I got while I watched than what I actually saw more than anything. It is kind of hard to explain, but what I enjoyed most was the rapid beating of my heart and the flow of adrenaline I would get, doing something that I know I should not be doing. I guess that you could say, it felt good to be bad! I am sure that you felt the same thing when you saw your brother, doing what he was doing, the other day. I guess you could say that I miss more of how it made me feel, than what I saw.