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Saw brother masterbating and watched
My name is Autumn, I am 16 and have a twin brother James. Growing up me and James were very close, and still are but our lives are less intertwined as they used to be. As we both got interested in the opposite ** I notice my brother started looking at me differently, especially in short or tight clothes. I have come to the conclusion that simply because he sees a lot of me he has started finding my body attractive and me being his sister is more a convenience than an issue, as he has been checking me out for a while.
I share a Jack and Jill bathroom with my brother, which is great, but have to be careful to turn both locks. He has tried a few times to accidentally catch me in the shower or on the toilet.
We often leave both doors open to chat between our rooms, and leaving them ajar by mistake has led to me being caught in underwear before by a peeping brother.
It was me who saw more than I should have yesterday, when I went into the bathroom and with his door ajar I could see him with his pants round his ankles and his hand on his hard ** masterbating to ** on his phone.
I confess, it's the first hard ** I have seen in real life, having only seen pictures or someone who had their pants pulled down, and because I have not gone far with boyfriends.
I watched him for quite a while, I was captivated, curious, and to my shame a little turned on.
Then I had a bit of a shock, he reached down on to the bed and placed something against his face, I wasn't sure what at first, then I realised it was a pair of my knickers. We share a washing basket in our bathroom and a quick check showed yesterdays were gone.
While I freaked out he ** in to a tissue, again the first time I have seen it.
I can't believe I watched him, and I can't believe he was sniffing my knickers, apart from that being gross, does it mean he is obsessed with me? What to do?
You are blessed to have a forum like this to use, when I was your age we had nothing like it. The only person I ever told about my experience was my best friend, he told the neighbor girl and she proceeded to try to spread it around my high school. Thankfully for me, her creditability was garbage, and nobody believed her. So in return, I sat on that secret for years, fearing that there was something wrong with me, when it truth there wasn't.
As of late, I discovered many with similar stories, and like you, very ashamed, not of what they saw but how they reacted to it. So my first message, "You are not alone!" That alone turned out to be comforting to many people, including yourself. Then on to my second message, "There is nothing wrong with you for how you felt." And then, "It happened, now have fun with it." I can't change what happened, nor would I if I could.
With you a took a little bit of a different approach, I wanted you to have fun with it by showing you that you are not alone with how you feel, and you got to see the reaction on your brother's face. You have also gotten to experiment with the 'power' that women have over men. Of course don't feel bad for your brother, he has not been suffering here, I am sure that he has been enjoying every part of it.
You will one day have a conversation with your brother about what happened, I did with my sister, but it will be years later when you are both are a lot older. Oh and don't worry about your brother having a conversation about what happened, there is no way in ** that he will tell you what he was doing with it, there is just some things teenage boys will never talk about, and masturbation is one of them.
You have just discovered the relationship that fear and excitement have with each other. This is why adrenaline junkies do stupid things like jump off buildings, that fear gives them excitement. But yes only escalate when you are ready.
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I found a way to take control and it was so funny, our parents asked if we could do a family photo to send to grand parents during the lockdown, so we all gathered round. Mum said to my brother, put your arm round your sister, he was hesitant, so I grabbed his hand, but instead of putting in on my waist, I placed it on my ** cheek.
My brother froze, I guess he didn't want to move his hand but he was scared of being caught. I could tell he was feeling me, but it was awkward for him. Here is the funny bit though, I saw the picture after and you can see his jeans bulging, I think he got an ** ha ha ha. Good job mum didn't notice.
It has made me realise I will always be in charge, because all I have to do to 'get' him, is give him an **, and he can't do it to me, as there is nothing to see. I think I got him back, and it was exciting. Not sure this is a game we should be playing though.
You have given me such confidence by helping me understand this is normal, many boys and girls do it and you have done it.
I hope you have more ideas or stories. A **
You have to experiment, see what makes you feel comfortable, and then take it to the next level. Let me give you an example, being that I am a photographer I often work with models. Some models are open to do anything, If I want to do a ** shot there are girls that I work with that would undress and not even think twice about it, while others are much more conservative or shy. A lot of the times, it's not that they don't want to do a ** shot it's just that they have never done it before, so I start them easy. I have skimpy lingerie in my costume closet see if they would like to wear it, but I let them try it on first in the dressing room, with no pressure to use it. Most of the time they will put it on, look at themselves in the mirror and say, "I look pretty ** ** in this!" And we will then take a bunch of pictures, then when we are ready, I ask them if they would like to take it to the next level, are they willing to do some ** shots? And I would say that about 80% they are now comfortable enough to take it to the next step. And that's how you build up confidence. I guess that you can say it is simply, practice.
Hi, I have posted a new update at the top (feel free to post up there) , basically I have got my brother in my head and he is now in my dreams and I think those dreams have gone pretty sexual, I am quite worried.
I notice you talk about taking naked photos of girls, do you make **? I had been very happy with your comments, so supportive, really helping, I hope you are not just grooming me for photos? Sorry to judge but you hear about it. I am happy to assume you are nice.
Your comments have given me a thought that maybe I could get the buzz alone by imagining my mirror was someone looking back at me. A **