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Saw brother masterbating and watched
My name is Autumn, I am 16 and have a twin brother James. Growing up me and James were very close, and still are but our lives are less intertwined as they used to be. As we both got interested in the opposite ** I notice my brother started looking at me differently, especially in short or tight clothes. I have come to the conclusion that simply because he sees a lot of me he has started finding my body attractive and me being his sister is more a convenience than an issue, as he has been checking me out for a while.
I share a Jack and Jill bathroom with my brother, which is great, but have to be careful to turn both locks. He has tried a few times to accidentally catch me in the shower or on the toilet.
We often leave both doors open to chat between our rooms, and leaving them ajar by mistake has led to me being caught in underwear before by a peeping brother.
It was me who saw more than I should have yesterday, when I went into the bathroom and with his door ajar I could see him with his pants round his ankles and his hand on his hard ** masterbating to ** on his phone.
I confess, it's the first hard ** I have seen in real life, having only seen pictures or someone who had their pants pulled down, and because I have not gone far with boyfriends.
I watched him for quite a while, I was captivated, curious, and to my shame a little turned on.
Then I had a bit of a shock, he reached down on to the bed and placed something against his face, I wasn't sure what at first, then I realised it was a pair of my knickers. We share a washing basket in our bathroom and a quick check showed yesterdays were gone.
While I freaked out he ** in to a tissue, again the first time I have seen it.
I can't believe I watched him, and I can't believe he was sniffing my knickers, apart from that being gross, does it mean he is obsessed with me? What to do?
And I am sure that your brother's heart nearly beat out of his chest. And if you think about it you finally paid him back for what you got to see, you both are squared up! LOL. I have to agree with you, it is time to throttle back and let everything settle. Over this past month you both learned a lot, he learned that his sister is is fact a woman, and you learned the control that girls have over guys. I envy you both for getting to feel that wonderful rush of energy from the excitement of it all. If you really think about it, you and your brother have built another bond between each other, again I envy you too for how close you are to each other, for my sister and I were never really close at all. I am very proud of you for taking these steps, and from the way it sounds you now feel a lot better about yourself than you did a month ago when you first told you story here.
I think we are really close because we are twins, in some ways we are the same person, and it's something I think only a twin would understand. I think also because we are twins it's a bit different to normal brothers and sisters, we were born together and that makes us as close as one (actually I'm 10 mins older, so I'm in charge ha ha)
I definitely feel more comfortable in my own body now, and I have been looking at some new clothes online that I wouldn't have looked at before, and I have been looking at new underwear, it's exciting and I feel confident. Confident to ask mum for her card to buy them. Some of the clothes are quite **, not slutty, just **, but that's how I feel.
I am going to try and leave things alone with my brother and let things settle, before it gets out of hand. I feel much more comfortable with the differences in our body's now, and what it means to be a woman or a man, and comfortable with my thoughts and the thought my brother or another boy or man may have about me.
I think I might focus on my own body and what enjoyment I can get from it ;)
You have come so far in a months time, I am very proud out you. Like swimming in very cold water, you have finally grown comfortable with the temperature, and you are now enjoying the experience. I do agree, it is now time to focus on yourself, and it is time to give your poor brother a rest. You have gave him a lot to think about, and I am sure that he is thinking hard about everything ;) LOL. But on occasion, poke the bear once in a while, just to let him know you care, maybe 'forget' to lock the bathroom door once while you are taking a shower, again all up to you.
You have entered now a bigger world, the world of being a woman, you also have discovered how use your, As my friend Tina calls it, 'Womanly Super Powers!' But remember, "With great power comes great responsibility!" LOL Ah to heck with that, have fun and misuse it from time to time, all women do! LOL.
I have started touching myself a lot more and I am really enjoying it, but also I have been trying to do it in unusual places and ways. Last night when we were all having dinner, I had a skirt on and as I ate with my fork, I had one hand under the table tickling the ** of my knickers, it was so much fun. I also tried it in the kitchen while talking to my dad who was sat in the living room. The kitchen cabinets hid what I was doing. I have been going to the downstairs bathroom to finish, rubbing my knickers. I have been able to ** with my knickers on.
Whilst this has been such fun and distracted me from my brother, it made me think, maybe it was what he was doing all along. Perhaps he was touching himself in different ways when he found my knickers and found them interesting. Wouldn't it be funny if we both got to this stage together, must be a twin thing.
As bad as this is going to sound, your brother's fascination with your knickers might have more to do with having your sent on them. No, I am not suggesting that your brother is a dog, but he still would be able to detect the sent of a woman or even your pheromones, that might be why he gets scarification from smelling them.
You are discovering that there is a connection with risk and pleasure, as in the bigger the risk the more the pleasure. I am sure that as you continue to push the boundaries you will find it more and more pleasurable. Very much like the boundaries that you were pushing with your brother, you said that you felt like you were going to have a heart attack, but instead that was your heart reacting to the excitement.
I do think that it would be safe to say that you and your brother did in fact reach this stage together. I am sure that he considers himself lucky to have a teenage sister that is helping him through all of this. While at the same time you are lucky to have a teenage brother that is helping you through this as well. You becoming more away of your sexuality, and using it to tease and mess with your brother has, I am sure, been a benefit to both of you! I'm sure that he is still masturbating to the thoughts of seeing your **! LOL