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Saw brother masterbating and watched
My name is Autumn, I am 16 and have a twin brother James. Growing up me and James were very close, and still are but our lives are less intertwined as they used to be. As we both got interested in the opposite ** I notice my brother started looking at me differently, especially in short or tight clothes. I have come to the conclusion that simply because he sees a lot of me he has started finding my body attractive and me being his sister is more a convenience than an issue, as he has been checking me out for a while.
I share a Jack and Jill bathroom with my brother, which is great, but have to be careful to turn both locks. He has tried a few times to accidentally catch me in the shower or on the toilet.
We often leave both doors open to chat between our rooms, and leaving them ajar by mistake has led to me being caught in underwear before by a peeping brother.
It was me who saw more than I should have yesterday, when I went into the bathroom and with his door ajar I could see him with his pants round his ankles and his hand on his hard ** masterbating to ** on his phone.
I confess, it's the first hard ** I have seen in real life, having only seen pictures or someone who had their pants pulled down, and because I have not gone far with boyfriends.
I watched him for quite a while, I was captivated, curious, and to my shame a little turned on.
Then I had a bit of a shock, he reached down on to the bed and placed something against his face, I wasn't sure what at first, then I realised it was a pair of my knickers. We share a washing basket in our bathroom and a quick check showed yesterdays were gone.
While I freaked out he ** in to a tissue, again the first time I have seen it.
I can't believe I watched him, and I can't believe he was sniffing my knickers, apart from that being gross, does it mean he is obsessed with me? What to do?
Detailed, oh yes! I certainly don't have any criticism here. Then again I never did before. Maybe you need to write a blog or an online diary, being that I am not the only one who comes here to read your stories. I have to admit, it is the highlight of my day to find that you have posted. Looks like you are gaining fans.
Glad you liked it too, I guess it's a nice safe way to share some pleasure. I'm not sure I could do a blog, too much pressure, and I have been sharing moments as they happen, many have now passed to memories. I have to confess that reading back over what I wrote was even quite arousing for me, and brought a smile to my face.
Looking back to my first attempts to experience an **, I was lost, poking around seeing what works, and being so ashamed, feeling dirty and slutty, but now I feel like a pro ha ha. I know what to do, how to get results, and most importantly have the confidence that I am healthy happy and normal. People should talk about it more, just maybe not with parents ha ha A x
Our parents understand what is going on, after all they were 16 once as well, but they are in 'protect my child mode' and frankly will always think of you as that cute little girl, instead of that beautiful young woman that you have become. They don't want you to grow up, so talking about ** with them does not go over well.
In my day, talking about ** meant talking with your friends, and of course they were not exactly full of the best ideas. But even when you talked with your friends, there was a lot of things that you would not dare tell them about.
Now we have the internet, where you can ask questions of complete strangers, and being anonymous allows you to be completely honest and get the answers you are looking for. As I had told you in the past, I envy you for having this outlet, I so could have used something like this myself back when I was 16.
** is fun, sexuality needs to be enjoyed, and as you get older you will find that some of your best moments in life will deal with **. I do think that you have come to conclusion as well.