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Saw brother masterbating and watched
My name is Autumn, I am 16 and have a twin brother James. Growing up me and James were very close, and still are but our lives are less intertwined as they used to be. As we both got interested in the opposite ** I notice my brother started looking at me differently, especially in short or tight clothes. I have come to the conclusion that simply because he sees a lot of me he has started finding my body attractive and me being his sister is more a convenience than an issue, as he has been checking me out for a while.
I share a Jack and Jill bathroom with my brother, which is great, but have to be careful to turn both locks. He has tried a few times to accidentally catch me in the shower or on the toilet.
We often leave both doors open to chat between our rooms, and leaving them ajar by mistake has led to me being caught in underwear before by a peeping brother.
It was me who saw more than I should have yesterday, when I went into the bathroom and with his door ajar I could see him with his pants round his ankles and his hand on his hard ** masterbating to ** on his phone.
I confess, it's the first hard ** I have seen in real life, having only seen pictures or someone who had their pants pulled down, and because I have not gone far with boyfriends.
I watched him for quite a while, I was captivated, curious, and to my shame a little turned on.
Then I had a bit of a shock, he reached down on to the bed and placed something against his face, I wasn't sure what at first, then I realised it was a pair of my knickers. We share a washing basket in our bathroom and a quick check showed yesterdays were gone.
While I freaked out he ** in to a tissue, again the first time I have seen it.
I can't believe I watched him, and I can't believe he was sniffing my knickers, apart from that being gross, does it mean he is obsessed with me? What to do?
I have to confess, when I thought he was watching I wanted to lay on my back and take my bikini top off, but I was so scared, I kept thinking what if mum or dad came home, or what if the window cleaner came round, or someone delivering a package? I was just too scared to do it. I'm sure my brother's heart was racing, he was bright red, also my heart was pounding so hard, and I was the one in control. If I knew I would never be seen, I would like to sunbathe naked, as unlike you, I hate tan lines, I just think they look silly. It reminds me actually, a couple of years ago, when we were away with our parents on the south coast, we were on the beach, and wandered on to a nudist beach, it was so funny, my parents were flapping trying to get us out and stop us seeing. I just remember seeing lots of middle aged very tanned men kinda stood there showing off, and old naked ladies lying on the sand. it wasn't **, but educational ha ha.
I looked at those bikinis btw, and OMG, they are almost not there, surely you can't wear one of those in public. Also I don't think they are **, is that just me? Do you like them, I think they look tacky, or something from ** !
I don't know what will happen next, I'm not trying to make things happen, they just do. Also, I'm not sure I want my brother to stop running away. If he called my bluff, I think I might run away, I scare myself sometimes.
It's hot today btw, going to be in my bikini again, just to give you a mental image đ. A **
I actually know quite a few women that wear those bikinis, that's how I found out about the website, their big claim to fame was a bikini that when wet became nearly see through, if I was a women I could not wear something like that either, they are not for everyone, but would they not send your brother into vapor lock? Now my ex-wife on the other hand, would wear them in a heart beat, she had a good looking body and loved to show it off. Let's just say she wasn't shy at all. On the subject of tan lines, it's funny how most men like them, but most women absolutely dislike them, my reasons for liking them goes way back, LOL.
As for your brother running away, you know him best, and if you are comfortable with him doing so then don't change a thing. As I have said many times before I am just enjoying you poking the bear, and without a doubt he likes it too. Again, if I was in his shoes I would be acting the very same way. Without a doubt I would have to say that by now his watching and peeking at you has increased a hundred fold. without a doubt, unless he is preoccupied with something else, he is observing you. I have to ask, is he still taking your used knickers? I was just wondering if that has increased or not.
Well, proceed as you see fit, as always you are the one in control, and the rest of us will be standing by waiting to hear about what happens next!
Interesting you ask about my disappearing knickers. I think after he found out that I knew he stopped or got more secretive, I guess worried I might tell mum or dad. I have noticed again now that they are moved or gone, so I guess he decided I wouldn't tell or challenge him about it so has gone back to it.
What has changed is that I have gotten a bit body conscious about it. Whilst I understand his interest in them being that they have been pressed against my **, and may be wet or smell of my wetness, and this is sexual for him, the reality is they are underwear and are sometimes a bit gross (sorry to spoil the fantasy). So I have found myself assessing my knickers, and if they are nice and sweet smelling etc, positioning them on top of the washing pile to be found, but if they are gross, hiding them at the bottom.
This makes me feel conflicted, as I don't want to be ashamed of my dirty underwear, but also, by giving him only the nice pairs I am re-enforcing his misplaced fantasy that girls are all sweet smelling and lovely, and that as we go about our lives, sweet smelling perfume soaks from our vaginas in to our knickers, and the smell is pure sexual desire.
Sorry it's not always like that and he should be aware of that. But I really don't want him to see the other pairs âšī¸
I have to confess there are times I have buried a pair before a shower, then worn another pair for about half an hr before placing them in top of the pile, as if it's today's pair.
Oh and I know he took my bikini bottoms for a while!
Vapor lock is an old term we used to use in the military, what it means is when you get so stunned that your eyes get big and you inadvertently stop breathing, we all have done it, usually when we are shocked over something. It is a term that is commonly used in my circles, but I need to remember that not everyone understands.
The reason why I asked about the knickers again is because this is pretty much where it all started, and you had said that you have been leaving some out for him to enjoy. I was curious if, being that his interest in you has increased now that he has gotten to see more of you, they have been disappearing more often. I completely understand about not wanting to have him see the others, we all have bad days, and girls are not all rainbows and sunshine all the time, lol. It is rather nice of you to make sure that he gets a pair to enjoy... Actually, now that I think about it, it is brilliant, hiding the decoy pair in plain sight so he wont find the unflattering, dirty pair, that is actually very brilliant. As for your bikini bottoms vanishing for a while, to that I am not surprised, after what you told us the other day, I expected nothing less from him.
So any ideas on how you might poke the bear next? By the way, having him rub suntan lotion on you was a stroke a genius I have to say.
It's so hot, I think I will sun bathing again today, so I may repeat the experiment again. I had to sleep in just underwear last night it was so hot. I was glad of a shower this morning, so refreshing. I confess I did a little naughty thing, I deliberately didn't bolt my brother's door. I think I mentioned before, we share a Jack and Jill bathroom, so you bolt the other door when you go in. He didn't come in, so not really exciting news, but it was exciting to me that he might do. Because I was excited I had a bit of me time in the shower as well, too hot to do it in bed. I shaved as well, so much opportunity for him, but I think he was having breakfast actually ha ha never mind, his loss.
Oh btw I have no idea what vapor lock is, sorry.