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Saw brother masterbating and watched
My name is Autumn, I am 16 and have a twin brother James. Growing up me and James were very close, and still are but our lives are less intertwined as they used to be. As we both got interested in the opposite ** I notice my brother started looking at me differently, especially in short or tight clothes. I have come to the conclusion that simply because he sees a lot of me he has started finding my body attractive and me being his sister is more a convenience than an issue, as he has been checking me out for a while.
I share a Jack and Jill bathroom with my brother, which is great, but have to be careful to turn both locks. He has tried a few times to accidentally catch me in the shower or on the toilet.
We often leave both doors open to chat between our rooms, and leaving them ajar by mistake has led to me being caught in underwear before by a peeping brother.
It was me who saw more than I should have yesterday, when I went into the bathroom and with his door ajar I could see him with his pants round his ankles and his hand on his hard ** masterbating to ** on his phone.
I confess, it's the first hard ** I have seen in real life, having only seen pictures or someone who had their pants pulled down, and because I have not gone far with boyfriends.
I watched him for quite a while, I was captivated, curious, and to my shame a little turned on.
Then I had a bit of a shock, he reached down on to the bed and placed something against his face, I wasn't sure what at first, then I realised it was a pair of my knickers. We share a washing basket in our bathroom and a quick check showed yesterdays were gone.
While I freaked out he ** in to a tissue, again the first time I have seen it.
I can't believe I watched him, and I can't believe he was sniffing my knickers, apart from that being gross, does it mean he is obsessed with me? What to do?
Do you mean a **? I really wouldn't know where to get one, and be too scared that it would be found. I think I am happy with my fingers anyway🙂
Also, I have only seen a few in films etc but they all look a bit scary huge, either I am very small or they get special big ones for comedy reasons in films, but either way I don't think they would fit 😟
I think that people forget that you are only 16, to get a ** toy is a little more difficult than they think. Save that for when you are 18 and above living with a steady boyfriend, something that you both can be adventurous with. If you are happy with what you have then there is nothing wrong with that. Another thing that everyone forgets is the embarrassment of having a parent find your toys. Back when I was 16 I sure as ** would not want to answer to my parents about a ** toy. From the way you described it, it sounds like you have found your happy place when it comes to self pleasure, whatever works for you stick with it. I know for me it was always what ti was that I fantasized about that was a bigger influence in my overall satisfaction over the process used. The hard part for me is, it changes daily, LOL. But one of the things that always got me going, Tan lines! And I think that we all can pretty well guess what your brother has been thinking about lately! LOL
That's a fair point. I just felt a bit guilty that my suggestions had all concerned Autumn's brother, and not herself. I don't want her to feel like I'm pressuring her to do anything risky.
I was only thinking of safe ways of mixing things up. You can get ** toys on Amazon though, so they're actually easy enough to get, but of course hard to hide.
Autumn, I'm glad you're happy with touching yourself the way you are!
It's ok, I like suggestions, I just don't think this one is for me, I am happy as I am. I had a thought on this one last night though. I am obviously a virgin, and I have never put anything inside, well not very far, so I might not know what I am missing out on, but if I put a fake **, in me, which is what a toy would be, would that mean I am no longer a virgin? That doesn't seem right, but what's the difference? Just a thought going round my head.
It depends on how you define virginity, unfortunately. If you think it is about not having **, then you'd be fine with a fake thing. But if you think it's about whether your hymen is broken then a fake thing would affect that. However, it's worth bearing in mind that your hymen can break naturally (and perhaps already has, if you can put things in there?).
For example, I read that girls who do lots of horse riding can have it happen to them by accident. So it's not really a good test of your virginity. As with everything, it's just a question of how you feel and what you're comfortable with thinking of as a definition. You are in control here!