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Saw brother masterbating and watched
My name is Autumn, I am 16 and have a twin brother James. Growing up me and James were very close, and still are but our lives are less intertwined as they used to be. As we both got interested in the opposite ** I notice my brother started looking at me differently, especially in short or tight clothes. I have come to the conclusion that simply because he sees a lot of me he has started finding my body attractive and me being his sister is more a convenience than an issue, as he has been checking me out for a while.
I share a Jack and Jill bathroom with my brother, which is great, but have to be careful to turn both locks. He has tried a few times to accidentally catch me in the shower or on the toilet.
We often leave both doors open to chat between our rooms, and leaving them ajar by mistake has led to me being caught in underwear before by a peeping brother.
It was me who saw more than I should have yesterday, when I went into the bathroom and with his door ajar I could see him with his pants round his ankles and his hand on his hard ** masterbating to ** on his phone.
I confess, it's the first hard ** I have seen in real life, having only seen pictures or someone who had their pants pulled down, and because I have not gone far with boyfriends.
I watched him for quite a while, I was captivated, curious, and to my shame a little turned on.
Then I had a bit of a shock, he reached down on to the bed and placed something against his face, I wasn't sure what at first, then I realised it was a pair of my knickers. We share a washing basket in our bathroom and a quick check showed yesterdays were gone.
While I freaked out he ** in to a tissue, again the first time I have seen it.
I can't believe I watched him, and I can't believe he was sniffing my knickers, apart from that being gross, does it mean he is obsessed with me? What to do?
Welcome back Autumn. without a place for your brother to escape to, sharing a room had to be an awkward experience, for both of you. But without a doubt I am sure that your brother, from your description, was masturbating on the other side of the room. Part of the excitement was the close proximity to each other add to that the risk of getting caught, increases the excitement of the experience.
I do find it a bit rude of your brother to openly stand there and watch you change, he could have been a gentleman and turned around and allowed you to dress. Or he could have, at the very least, been out of sight and spied on you! LOL
I have to ask you a bit of a personal question, my curiosity is simply getting the best of me, I don't typically ask questions like this, so don't feel obligated to answer if it makes you uncomfortable. What do you think/fantasize about when you are masturbating? Obviously, I know what boys your age think about when they **, not hard for me to figure that one out, but what does a girl your age think about, what excites you? Again, those are your private moments and if you don't feel like sharing i will completely understand. Looking forward to your next update.
It's difficult to say what I think about when I **, as it's not always the same. I would say that it's usually based on something from that day. Maybe examples are best. There are some boys I fancy at school, so if it's after school one of them may be in my head if I had chatted with one of them that day. I do have a cute teacher as well so he has been in my head a few times, but that feels naughty. As you may have guessed I have had my brother in my head, but that feels even naughtier. I don't watch **, although I have seen it, I tend to disappear in to my thoughts. I don't tend to fantasize about **, I guess because I'm a virgin it's hard to picture something you can't experience. I mainly think about touching and being touched, I like men's chests and bums (I guess girls aren't that different in that way) I thin about running my hands over my fantasies body, or his mine, and go from there.
My own sexuality plays a part too, I sometimes look at my self and behave in a sexual way, this is actually how it usually starts before fantasizing about a man/boy.
I have to confess I have had intimate moments with my spare pillow in bed, using it as a man, kissing it, even kinda grinding it.
I have on a couple of occasions thought about a girl, quite a few girls at school came out last year, and I kinda felt like I should try it in my fantasy world.
You probably think I'm a bit pathetic now ha ha Ax
"Pathetic", not at all. We each have our own ways to get ourselves excited. Like you, for me it varies, different things will work for me one night, but wont do anything for me the next, all depends upon my mood.
Not watching ** is a good thing, at a young age it is more harmful than good, it creates an unreal view of **. It is simply an extreme fantasy but to film, and it needs to be viewed as such. It is even worse when you know about the shadiness of the industry itself, my best friend is a former ** actress and she really does not like talking about her days in the industry.
Self discovery is simply the most important thing in our lives, it helps us become happier people, and the first thing we learn is to have a very happy fantasy world inside our heads. Thank you for answering the question.