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Saw brother masterbating and watched
My name is Autumn, I am 16 and have a twin brother James. Growing up me and James were very close, and still are but our lives are less intertwined as they used to be. As we both got interested in the opposite ** I notice my brother started looking at me differently, especially in short or tight clothes. I have come to the conclusion that simply because he sees a lot of me he has started finding my body attractive and me being his sister is more a convenience than an issue, as he has been checking me out for a while.
I share a Jack and Jill bathroom with my brother, which is great, but have to be careful to turn both locks. He has tried a few times to accidentally catch me in the shower or on the toilet.
We often leave both doors open to chat between our rooms, and leaving them ajar by mistake has led to me being caught in underwear before by a peeping brother.
It was me who saw more than I should have yesterday, when I went into the bathroom and with his door ajar I could see him with his pants round his ankles and his hand on his hard ** masterbating to ** on his phone.
I confess, it's the first hard ** I have seen in real life, having only seen pictures or someone who had their pants pulled down, and because I have not gone far with boyfriends.
I watched him for quite a while, I was captivated, curious, and to my shame a little turned on.
Then I had a bit of a shock, he reached down on to the bed and placed something against his face, I wasn't sure what at first, then I realised it was a pair of my knickers. We share a washing basket in our bathroom and a quick check showed yesterdays were gone.
While I freaked out he ** in to a tissue, again the first time I have seen it.
I can't believe I watched him, and I can't believe he was sniffing my knickers, apart from that being gross, does it mean he is obsessed with me? What to do?
I wouldn't mind hearing about how you enjoyed it and what you were thinking, I won't be offended, but only if you're comfortable.
As I said before I think we scared ourselves, and I think that remains, there was very little boundary left, and whilst I can look back now with confidence, and smile at it, I am concerned that things could go too far, or that could be the end, maybe it's the right time. Let's see what if anything happens. A x
Well, again, it's not very exciting and hard to explain. I read a lot, and write stories of my own (nothing to do with **), so my imagination is well developed. For me, what your writing does is give me a kind of mental image. For example, when you wrote a few days ago that you still had more to say, my imagination let me guess what might have happened next. Which, I confess, in a few guesses was even more than what you wrote above. Ultimately, in my head you're an attractive girl doing exciting and ** things, and that's really all I need to turn me on. I sometimes imagine what I would have done in your brother's place, or in some potential future encounter, but not too often. I'm quite submissive - I would want to make you feel happy and comfortable, so I'd basically be touching you and eating you out, listening to what you wanted and trying to do that for you. Again, this is just a fantasy, but it sometimes helps me to get off, and you asked about it, so don't be too offended.
I agree with UFCaveman's warning about **, which I feel more guys watch too much of than girls. I find it really messes up my own thinking, and have tried a few times to stop watching, with occasional success. Not only my thinking, but I find it actually makes me quite unhappy afterwards. Anyway, with what you write it's nothing like **, because it appears to be real. So for me, it feels healthier to ** to it. I still have the same arousing images in my head, but with you it's not some idealised representation of ** or sexuality. It's just your life.
As for the actual process of masturbating it's really dull. One hand on my **, up and down for a few minutes, and I finish in the sink to make cleaning up easier. In a way it's more enjoyable to read your stuff and get aroused than actually to "spend" that arousal, if you know what I mean. The emotions are more important than the actions.
I'm glad that you're in a place of peace regarding what happened. Obviously, if something more does (for example, if you finally see how your brother does it in return), I would be interested to hear about it. But as always, no pressure and have fun. I'm grateful for all you've shared so far.
Thanks for sharing, I am glad what I have written has been arousing for you, to hear that gives me a boost too. I'm pretty sure you would find me attractive, and I don't mind if I am part of your fantasies, as I know this will only ever be anonymously shared words.
When I picture you and what you do because of me, that makes me feel **, so thank you.
Feel free to ask any questions?
With this new found self confidence of yours, when you go back to school this fall the boys there are going to be so outmatched. They are going to love it. And your brother is going to lose his mind. With your brother, just make sure to keep control, and as long as he has an avenue of escape he wont get brave. Never be afraid to poke the bear when you need some excitement, he needs it just as much as you do.