I'm an 18mwf, married for a second time. I have one child by My first husband and a slightly older child by another man. My new husband and I have started talking about starting a family of our own. Almost at the same time I started having these really incredibly dirty and intensefantasies about getting knocked up by a black man. I've even started salivating overblacks. I don't understand why this is happening to me. I love my husband but my mind and body seem to be in tevolt and I'm afraid the cravings will get out of control. I do not understand it. Plus I have always heard that a black man knows when your getting wet. He can smell it on you. Plus I'm attracted to this big black at work and that makes me afraid too. He is hot AF.