Jen-Jen, I do and always loved you...!
I know some 15 years ago I told you I felt like you were a sister to me but, that is not the truth. I was so in love with you...! The fact that we were so young at the time scared me. Scared me that I would end up s******* it up. That is why I pushed you away or acted like I felt different. I have regreted what I said ever since. I know you tried telling me on numerous occations how you felt for me and believe me I feel the same.
I hope you are doing well and I still love you!