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18 year old girl terrified of **...
I was ** by my babysitters boyfriend at 6 years old and I am terrified of **...I've been close to having ** at 16 but I cried and said I couldn't do it. I want a relationship so bad but I have so much anxiety about it, I feel so hopeless and ashamed. I see my friends who are a little younger than me with their bf's and I feel a lot of pressure and jealousy over it, I always have. I want to die so bad I can't take feeling this alone. I've turned down so many guys I just hate myself for it... :(
My wife was up tight about **. She never got into it. Frigid. Fearful. She felt duty bound. In the end she would lie spread eagle, dead fish. I would put on some lube and ** her. She would like totally still and get it over with.
Have a relationship with no **.
But you are supposed to be fuckked the day you were born with hole
Deal with it in whatever way makes sense to you. It’s not shameful or wrong. You were put in a terrible situation. You are strong. You got this.
Watch **
** and consensual are different start slow and ease into it
Seek God.
Sounds like you need a shrink