I need to be honest with my history of suicidal thoughts
I need to be more honest with myself with my history of having thoughts of killing myself. From 7-11th grade I went to a piece of s*** therapist that mocked me and violated my right to confidentiality. I felt worthless and a small part of me didn't want to be alive anymore. In the 7th grade I went to a psychiatrist that crushed me with drugs that we now know are bad for me. I lost control of my mind and thought of ending my life would end it.
If I went to a good behavioral therapist that cared about me 6 years ago, I would be so much happier and healthier. My parents are so poor that all they have is money.
I have worth. I have potential. I need to be ALIVE. Today is a wonderful day to be ALIVE.