I need to be honest with my history of suicidal thoughts

I need to be more honest with myself with my history of having thoughts of killing myself. From 7-11th grade I went to a piece of s*** therapist that mocked me and violated my right to confidentiality. I felt worthless and a small part of me didn't want to be alive anymore. In the 7th grade I went to a psychiatrist that crushed me with drugs that we now know are bad for me. I lost control of my mind and thought of ending my life would end it.

If I went to a good behavioral therapist that cared about me 6 years ago, I would be so much happier and healthier. My parents are so poor that all they have is money.

I have worth. I have potential. I need to be ALIVE. Today is a wonderful day to be ALIVE.

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  • Eric roberts plays this stalker doctor well. But every time I see those movies and he has played a few as dr beck it creeps me out in a unsavory way. Its because dr beck reminds me so much of my own speicalist. I have never felt very comfortable around my speicalist and I think he has a supportive side but there is something weird about him. I wondered if he didn't hypnotise the receptionist camelle and she had a baby. I know it sounds weird. But there is something wrong with a old male doctor who just won't get out of the game and leave some room for new doctors to take over. I can't see why some of his patients just can't be pushed over to some other speicalists who are younger.
    If all these whores can get free day care then why can't all the mentally abused women by those whores get free medical care by all doctors anyway?

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