A deep one for you lot
Hey, i just gotta say first how i am so grateful for everything i have and i understand so many people have it worse than me but i need to get this off my chest since i have no one to talk to. I am struggling. I am really really struggling. I'm in a deep place at the moment and no one notices. I am a happy person. I smile all the time and i give everyone advice all the time and i check up on basically everyone i know but no one checks up on me. My happiness tends to be an act just so i don't seem desperate for attention or fake. I don't like people fussing over me but i am really hurting at the moment. Life has hit me in so many ways and i have been through a lifetime of events a child should not experience and i have not told any friends how much i really have been through. My parents are too busy with work and i hate bothering them but life is just so hard at the moment. I just want to run away. Ok that's my rant even though it wasn't much i still feel like i got even a little something off my chest.