Hey, i just had a panic attack, well i think it was. I got really cold, started shaking, felt like crying but i don't really cry, i was breathing so fast i thought i was going to faint. This is not the first time i've had this. Every time something little triggers it. Tends to be my parents or school. I haven't told anyone about these but tonight's one was really bad and i just want to kill myself at this point. I hate it here and i don't see any point of even being here , we live to die so why not just make it sooner.