Finally after 20 years she recently agreed to punish me. I recently screwed up and when I asked for a sample of what's to come, she ordered me over the end of the bed and she grabbed medium size paddle and started in. She gave me quite a few. The last was BSD. I lolled behind me and raised it above her head and my ass exploded. I thanked her and hugged her.
Tonight she said that I'm getting paddled for what I've done wrong. She said I'm getting 11 more like the last one to start! Tonight is gonna suck"