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Think im going to have gay **
My wife has lost all interest in **, unfortunately i havent and i wont cheat with another woman so i have decided to have ** with men. i am straight, never had ** with a man and while i have had fantasies, i have never acted upon them but i am so ** and masturbation is not enough. i want to feel anouther body pressed against me, holding me, loving me. i love my wife but these urges fill me. maybe im just rationalizing but i figure that if i fool around with other women that really is cheating because i have a wife but with a man, its just a guy thing and if i play the bottom it kind of makes it alright. its like im getting that physical contact i need but its also the instrument of giving me the punishment i deserve for getting it. anyways, just bought a burner phone and 180 minutes and going to install grindr and hook up with the first guy that contacts me and i am going to let him do everything to me and let him make me his little ** because i deserve it.
If you cheat on your wife with a man, it is still cheating. Do your wife a favor and just talk about the lack of ** going on. If she doesn't want to try, you could bring up having an open relationship and if not then just leave her. Why hurt someone you "love"? And obviously be careful...you should never just have ** with strangers if you value your life and **.