I am submissive to my Girlfriend of 7 years. We are in an FLR. I wear panties full time, she shaves my whole body except for my head. I wear nighties and stocking sometimes when we play but I don't dress or identify as a woman. I am frequently spanked and locked in a chastity device from time to time. Nobody knows about this except for she and I. I have gotten some strange looks and snickers whenever someone sees my shaved legs, chest and underarms at the beach. We do have great s** when I am unlocked, and I give her many o****** in between. She has lately admitted that she has told one of her friends at work about our relationship. I know the lady and it is very embarrassing for me and not sure how I will react whenever I see her friend again.