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Didn't know what to do
I was 14 and didn't have a clue about ** until my aunt taught me,my cousin was 13 and found out she wasn't a virgin,the three of us over a few months went from drinking to watching **, until that day came when when my aunt got us two to get undressed,I was embarrassed with them seeing i had a ** my cousin on the other hand didn't care,I was told it's nothing to be embarrassed about finding a girl **,I was told it's a lesson i will be given,my cousin was asked to lay flat on the sofa and spread her legs which she did and then i was told to lay on top of her which i did and then told to put my ** in to my cousin so i did and my aunt said now go up and down,she said it's your first time so it won't take long just make sure you keep it in,when i did ** she said lucky she can't get pregnant,my cousin just layed there letting ** drip out,for years my aunt just watched us have **.
In my case, it was my aunt who lay on my bed with her legs apart. She pulled her ** aside and invited me to take her. I did, and it was the best experience of my life up until then. I was 14 at the time and she was my first. Spunking up her tight love-tube was just fantastic. My parents were downstairs, and knew nothing about what we were doing. They thought my aunt had gone to my room to ask me about how I was getting on at school.
This isn't your fault. You were 14. Your aunt was likely much older and the adult in the situation. None of this should have happened.
I don't know if this makes you feel any better or not, but I know that you aren't the only person who has been in this situation before. I know of someone else who dealt with this same thing, as a child/teen they were forced to have ** with a relative of similar age by an adult.
Please tell an adult you trust and get in to therapy.