Diaper lover

Ive been wearing diapers since i was 7 my aunt put me in one for a sleep over with my cousin because my cousin was embarrassed. It was over for me i fell in love with the sense of security they gave me and as years went on it turned sexual for me i would grind on things to get off and explode without the mess. Well my aunt caught me one time and after that she would diaper me and grind on me until i would explode and then she change me and clean up before diapering me again. Im now 32 and still have her diaper me and grind on me , does anyone else love diApers?