Crossed a line and done know how to go back

So I have been married to my wife for 15 years. We decided to get married when I was 19. She lied about a previous relationship she had. She was still married and had a daughter in the Philippines. After years of us going through h*** together, we had a daughter and when she was 3 years old we brought her daughter(10)over from the Philippines. Her and I had a great relationship from the start. Over time she began going through puberty and reminding me of her mom when I met her. My wife ended up having a miscarriage and went into a depression. I never mourned and tried to remain strong for everyone (wrong move). My wife stopped being intimate with me and for almost a year went in and out of depression. She asked to get some alcohol one night. We did. In my drunken state I messaged my stepdaughter who was now 15. We talked about s** and masturbation and over the next few weeks fooled around with each other. One morning we met in the garage and while I was performing oral s** on her my wife walked in. Long story short, I went to jail, my wife lost her mind, the kids went into foster care. Eventually I got out and everyone went back home. My wife talked about me coming back and I said it would not be a good situation. She insisted we should work it out. It was h***. Right when I saw my now 17 year old stepdaughter crazy feelings sprouted up unexpectedly. For the first few weeks she was very touchy and flirtatious after having had two relationships. Nothing has happened since but I feel we are both in love with each other. She has told me she doesn't want to hurt her mom again but clearly has a thing for me and I for her. I have tried to leave many times and the kids have begged me to stay. I don't know what to do.

Mar 23, 2021

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