I don’t want to do this, but...
I get hard when thinking about sexually hurting kids like I was
I have a history of mental illness (5+ disorders) and was abused in several different ways as a kid, i was threatened about being ** many times by my father but he never actually did it (he did call up one of his friends who jacked off to me playing outside when i was 3 though)
If I close my eyes and imagine i’m going inside a child’s ** and they look at me and i hear their screams i come a lot easier
i don’t want to hurt any children, i don’t want them to go through that but i still have thoughts of using little kids like this as coping mechanisms
also i don’t intend to do any of this (just btw) and i’m a minor so...
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