21 year old guy who like sucking ** of teen boys, i am a sissy

I am a 21 year old male, I really want to be completely naked and then give a delicious 14 year old ** (in Brazil, this is the legal age for sexual consent), I get very hot when I see these boys on the street and imagine me sucking their ** and choking on their delicious **, drinking ** and ** besides being sodomized by them, my dream is to be an obedient ** sucking **, i would also like to be tied naked with arms and legs wide open and apart and then receive slaps, kicks and forced masturbation with torture after ** while the boys revel in my pain and laugh at me when I cry, I start to sweat and tremble. I would like to be cursed, humiliated, mocked, placed in various submissive and humiliating positions like 4 like a **, in the position of roasted chicken, dancing funk with squats on top of a glass bottle while simulating me sucking a stick with a banana or cucumber in my mouth and always looking at the boys with the face of a submissive and greedy ** hungry to ** on **, always looking at the boys in the eyes and in the region between their legs where their hard ** are always wanting to use me to ** on these ** and drink all the ** after it gets ** in the ** until my ** burns and burns to finally receive a huge load of hot ** from delicious teenagers, alpha males, attractive, dominant, beautiful, perfect and with lots of male hormones pumping through their veins. I ** any boy who wants to ** me, but I have even more desire to be abused and used as a ** toy by white boys, straight hair in brown, black, blond, thin, little fat or muscular, with or without glasses, with personality extroverted, dominant, popular, sporty, competitive and narcissistic. I wish very ** and forced to ** young, big, thick, fragrant, beautiful **, with a lot of cheese (**), red or purplish gland and very producers of hot, viscous, thick and delicious **. I would like to go to a party with many boys between 14 and 16 years old, preferably a party with more than 50 people and only with teenagers and may have girls in that same age range, however the girls could ** me with belts that have coupled with rubber **, they could also curse me, beat me and humiliate me in different ways, for example by tying a rope in my bag and small pee-pee and then pulling to torture me, they could also shave my pubic hair in the front of the whole party while I'm always naked, they could use pumping ** devices to pump my pee-pee in the vacuum until it turns purple and then put a strong elastic on the base of my pee-pee to keep it stiff, they would retract my foreskin exposing my glans and they would secure my retracted foreskin with the strong elastic and then they could slap my helpless glans, play with my pee-pee and ** me forcefully while I would be tied to a table with arms and legs well apart, they would ** and let me drink my ** and then they would continue to vigorously ** my sensitive **, making a post ** torture, squeezing my pee-pee, pinching my exposed and helpless glans, shaking my pee-pee using sand to hurt the sensitive skin of my little pee-pee and when they get tired of it they would put peanut powder on my ** to cause a terrible itch and untie me just to see me cruelly scratching my abused pee-pee and make jokes about my suffering and humiliation. when i was abused by all the guests at the party and sucked all the ** from the teenagers i would be put on a chastity belt to keep my pee-pee soft and the key would stay with one of the boys, i would only be allowed to come when they they wanted to. it would also be interesting to have younger boys and girls aged 8 to 13 to witness my humiliation and they could also humiliate and abuse me as they wanted, children are great for mocking, humiliating and laughing at losers like me and me I would love to go through all this, because I’m a little **.