Celeb Infatuation

I’m so in love.. (infatuated) with Nick Jonas.. I know I sounnd nuts!
Please help me i’m in this depression i feel like it will never end..
but without him in my thoughts.. i would kill myself.. i reall don’t know what to do.. if i give up on him my life will be worse then it is with the depression being without him gives me… but with him.. i feel so sad.. i can’t get over hhim…