Black Owned (bad experience)

Being black owned or a s** slave for a black male doesn't always go well. I read the "black owned" post and following responses. My experience was much more negative. It only lasted maybe two months but ended up ruining my marriage.
I am a 38 year old mother of two teenage girls and was unfortunately in a boring and sexless marriage.
One day an attractive your black guy hit on me at the grocery store of all places. His name was Eddie. I was so flattered I accepted an invitation to go across the street for coffee. We didn't even make it through once cup of coffee before we were in my SUV backseat and I was getting stretched by the biggest c*** I had ever seen! It was simply raw animal s** and it was amazing. Eddie invited me back to his apartment for another round in a more comfortable setting. Once we were on his home ground the mood of the s** changed. He became very dominant, kinky, verbal. I would describe it as I was being "treated like a w****". But it was different from anything I had ever experienced and it really turned me on. Eddie immediately wanted to try a*** s**. I was unsure because of his size but I wanted to please him.
I was right Eddie was way too big and I pulled away. A minute later we tried again and I still couldn't do it. Eddie became angry! He grabbed me by the hair and pulled me off the couch. He drug me across the room, bent me over a table holding me face down by my hair. I will simply say we had a*** s** whether enjoyable or not. When i was able to stand and walk I move to the couch and sat beside him. I snuggled up and found myself asking if he was disappointed in me? I realized I would let him do anything he wanted now. And i did. Over the next couple of weeks Eddie would refer to our sexual play as "training the white b****". I was subjected to frequent a*** s**, humiliation, golden showers and even r****** his ass.I received physical punishment if i didn't perform as he demanded The worst was the very rough (violent) throat f******. The more I choked and gagged the more it excited Eddie. Once he held his c*** in my throat so long I blacked out from lack of air. Hiding all the bruises and marks from my family was nearly impossible.
This may sound crazy. I got used to the "training" and kept going back. It wasn't so much that I enjoyed it, as something deep inside me "craved" it, like an addiction.
The last week of my experience as Eddie's s** slave is where things went horribly wrong. One day I arrived at Eddie's apartment around 11am to service him for the day. When I walked in there were three strange black males there. Eddie ordered me to go into the bedroom, strip and lay on the "edge" of the bed. I did as I was told. One of the men walked into the bedroom with a briefcase. He pulled up a chair beside me and opened the briefcase as Eddie and the others stood around and watched. I went into panic when I saw it was a tattoo kit. Eddie immediately ordered me to lay still or I would be held down. I just laid there and cried as the man put a tattoo just above my p****. When he finished Eddie ordered me to "take care of them". I spent the afternoon letting the three men have s** with me as Eddie filmed it with his camera. As I cleaned up to leave I checked in the bathroom mirror. I had "BLACK C*** ONLY" tattooed above my p**** in bold letters.
There is no way I was I going to be able to hide this from my husband forever?! I thought it couldn't get any worse. I was wrong. As I walked out of the bathroom to go home Eddie stopped me. He told me that I was doing a good job entertaining his friends, BUT... "one white b**** isn't enough for the guys". I misunderstood and thought he was bringing home another girl. I nearly fainted when he told me I should bring my oldest daughter and get her "trained".
I was scared to death that evening. I was forced to confess the affair to my husband. It was not good. When I didn't go back to Eddie's the next day my phone started blowing up with texts. After a couple of days my husband started receiving pictures and videos on his phone of me having s** with black men.
Our marriage was over. My husband stayed in the house with the girls. I am living at my sisters house. Every time I look at the tattoo I know my husband will never take me back. How could he ever touch me again with the tattoo glaring at him. Or any other white male.

Oct 23

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