Reputations don't go away
I was a ** in high school. There is no other way to describe it. I was not a nice person and hurt many people. Whether they were my friends at the time or just an acquaintance I was very manipulative and spiteful.
The reason I bring this up is that my 10 year high school reunion is next month. I would like to go and make amends with several people I hurt but I do not think it would go well.
In high school I used ** as a weapon. If I even thought another girl said something about me, or something I didn't like, I would have ** with their boyfriend. Lets just say teen girls fight a lot! So I had **, a lot!
By the end of my senior year I had "zero" friends and managed to have ** with most of the boys in my age range. I was labeled a "**/**" by all the other girls. At the time I didn't care and even embraced it. The guys sure didn't mind and I got LOTS of attention. It only ** the other girls off more.
After I left for college a calmed down. Graduated college, got a job, eventually got married and now have a normal life. My husband knows I was no saint before we met but he doesn't know the half of the things I did in high school. I think if I attend the reunion it won't go well and I don't want my husband to suffer because of my past actions.
What should I do?