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The truth is right now I do want a big family
Backstory. I realized I was gay in junior high. I had my first real crush and I acted out on it and I got rejected. Later in high school this girl came onto me, she was a ** which turned me off but that's who I had my first overt sexual experience with, my first oral ** with. I went to college on a scholarship and met a girl and we had a fling for a year, much nicer than that ** in high school. I learned that I'm not into dykes at all, I like soft girls and holding hands. I can do without all that hard **, just being together. I'm gay, but not one of those girls.
Then in my senior year of college I got busted with another girl, we have a record for selling pot. I had to drop out, do a year of community service. During that year I met and lived with an older woman who turned out to be a ** and I had to be her doll. She dressed me up and showed me off. But I didn't have a place to live so I put up with it.
Then I have to go home because my Mom was recovering from a hysterectomy and I had to take care of her. A man friend of hers corners me in the kitchen and grabs me by the **, turns me around over the kitchen island and out right takes advantage of me and gets me pregnant. Now I have a kid. I live with him. I have an IUD but he wants it out, he wants me pregnant again. Now, so his kids are not too far apart. I stay home because that's what he wants a stay at home mom for his kids. He wants more kids and he wants them to come out of me.
I want to finish college, he says I can go but first things first, I have to get married, it's not good for me not being married with kids. As it is if I get pregnant now the kids will be three years apart. I should have just gotten pregnant last year but I was scared because of COVID. I never thought of myself as a housewife but that's what I am now. I'll get pregnant, I do want another kid. I want a big family now. I'd like to have four, but give me time, maybe two and then two more in a few years. I like being a housewife, I don't want to work outside the home.
I think a lot of women want that