you’re making me question my sexuality.
i have never seriously wondered if i was bi/lesbian.
but, i feel a connection to you. i feel safe with you. you’re glamorous. i just want to sit in your room and watch you play piano.
you tell me i’m a nice person and that i’m so sweet. but you talk about your infatuation with jeremy. we both know and discuss how frivolous and superficial it is, but i think it’s still going on.
i want to know if you feel the same. i desperately want to kiss you, and you offered to kiss me once in a letter, but i was unsure. i don’t know how i would feel to have my first kiss with another girl.
whatever happens between us, i want it to be natural and mutual. we’re so open and honest about so much of ourselves with each other, but i keep holding back on this. i wonder if you feel the same.