THE GREAT LIFE DECLINE
I grew up strictly monitored, looking for purpose in life, then at a very young age my life was broken into halves by deeds of my parents who were on opposing sides, and always wanted me to choose. I became a good kid with rational thinking and respect, but also a bad child with habits i could not control. I had no history whatsoever, my life is a mystery to even myself, i then realize i wanted to do entertainment because that's when i feel most alive, contrary to the fact that my strict home needed me to perform outstanding in educational activities.
long story short, i have always been an average student but recently at the end of my educational marathon, i FAILED terribly and i cannot tell my family cus they spent so much for me to be here. i am writing this with so much on the line and i have no clue on what my solution is, i might loose it all or maybe try again, truth is freedom in itself is a prison and because i am now trapped in my own mind. if you are reading this i hope your life as you know it is going well cus mine is about to spiral out of control.