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Now I am glad he asked.
My husband and I met when I was in college and dated for my last year of college, Moved in together and then got married, Had kids Blah, Blah, Blah. After 10 years of marriage my husband lost his job, He searched and searched but couldn't find anything in his line of work and ended up taking a job 7 hours away, We lived apart and I took care of the kids for 9 months, We then decided he was staying there to work so me and our children moved also, We had been doing well, His new job was actually great, We loved the new city, I was actually closer to my family so I overall liked the entire situation however, We had moved closer to where I spent the first 18 years of my life and there were some things I was not proud of.
My husband and I were out walking one afternoon at a resort community on the lake where I spent the majority of my childhood, We had a family cabin not far from there and it was "Our spot", As we walked down the path along the lake we happened upon a construction site where they were building a beautiful lake front cabin and we had stopped to just look at some of the features of it. That's when it happened, around the corner walked one of the construction guys and I panicked, I totally could have just said "Ok, Lets carry on" and never had an issue, The guy didn't even notice us but no, Instead I said "**, **, **...Let's go" and hurriedly drug my husband and kids away.
My husband never said a word until that night laying in bed ad asked me what that was all about, I tried to lie but am horrible at it and I told him it was just an ex of mine and he said "Nope, There is more to it than that, I know you well enough to know you wouldn't act like that over running into an ex". It was true, He is so good at reading me that I can't even plan a surprise for him because he can read it all over my face and my body language" I told him I didn't want to talk about it and rolled over but within two days my guilt was eating me up, I told him we needed to have a sit down talk and he was like "WTF did you do?".
That evening we crawled into bed and I said "Ok, I could have gone my whole life and never talked about this but...Now that you asked it is eating me up inside and you know what...I am just going to say it and then it's done", He looked at me and squinted and I said "The guy at the construction site...I had a 3 way with him and his friend", My husband looked at me and said "That...Is what you have been stressing over and freaking out about?", I said "Well yeah, I mean, It's...I don't know, You don't care?", He laughed and said no...Why would I?", So we went to sleep...Well he did, I laid there for hours staring at him wondering what was going on in his mind, I did eventually sleep but the next morning he woke me up with his standard kiss on the forehead as he snuck out of the house to go to work.
My brain was spinning a 100 miles and hour all day and that night in bed we were going at it and afterward I said "Ok, So what are you thinking about what we talked about last night?", He said "Huh?, What we...You mean that you got tag teamed?", I said "Gross, Don't say it like that but...Yes, that", He said "Dear, I really haven't thought about it but...I don't know, Do you need to get something about it off your chest?", I said no but then I laid there and finally just as he was dozing off I woke him up and said "I need to talk about my past, It's bothering me". He looked at me and said "Now?", I shrugged and he said "Ok, Hold on", He went to the bathroom and had a pee then splashed some water on his face and came back, He crawled into bed and said "Ok, Let's have it".
So I laid out the whole story, Lake party, He was a friend of my older cousin and he was considerably older than I was at 19, Him and his fried gave me a ride home but took me to his place instead, Hooked up with him and his friend who were both 28 until some time in the early morning then walked home 4 blocks to our cabin in my slutty clothes from the night before. He nodded and looked at me, I said "Sooooo....Thoughts?", He said "Ummm...Thoughts, Well, I think him and his friend probably really enjoyed their night...Did you enjoy it?", I said "Well...In the moment probably" and he said "Good" and kissed me then laid down and rolled over.
Again restless night tossing and turning and was woken by a kiss on the cheek as he left.
AGAIN that night I had to talk, Why can't I just shut up, Leave well enough alone but I think...I don't know, His lack of reaction was puzzling, I expected more but it just wasn't there, As we laid in bed He looked at me and said "What?", I said "Huh?", He said "Don't give me HUH, I can literally hear the gears turning inside that pretty little head of yours" I said "I don't know, I just...You didn't even react", He said "youuuu, Want a reaction from me?", I said "Well, I don't know, I sort of expected one, One way or another" and he said "Sweetheart, I don't know what to say, You had ** with two guys, You said it was good, I am sure they both thought it was good soooo....I don't really know how you want me to react to it", I said "Well...I don't know, How does it make you feel?", He said "Um...Like you had some fun ** when you were younger...I guess, I don't know" I said "Are you mad or grossed out or upset?", He rolled over and rolled on top of me, He looked me in the eyes and spread my legs and WHOA!!!! Afterward he said "Do you think I am upset", I shook my head no and he said "Good, Now stop being crazy and go to sleep".
I don't know why but my brain sometimes will just lock on one thing and it let me move on and it had locked on my sexual past and my husband was well aware, That night we were again talking and he said "What's your deal?, Was that the one dirty thing you did in your past and it is somehow traumatizing you that I found out?", I said "Pffft, Far from it" and then he looked at me and I was like (** sakes stupid, Shut up" but the he said "Um...Far from it?, So something about your past came up and now your entire past is...What?, Wanting to spill out?", I said "I don't know, I feel like somehow you are now wondering about it and it's bothering me", He said "Ok, Tell me everything".
I said "No, It's not like that" and he said "Nope tell me all of it, When did you see your first **?", I looked at him and said "Really?", and he said "I will ask a question, You answer them honestly and then all my questions are answered and your mind can be clear so he asked every question and I answered all of them honestly but now I feel like a **.
14 - Seen 1st **. - My uncle by accident.
15 - Sucked first ** - My best friends boyfriend, Swallowed first load - Same guy same time, First facial from a random dude in the bathroom at a party, Fingered first time, Sucked 4 ** and got fingered each time.
16 - Went a bit wild, 12 guys in the first 6 months all one at a time, Dated one guy for the last 6 and then the grand finale was the "Tag team" as my husband calls it.
17 - 8 guys,1 girl, 1 couple.
18 - 9 guys, 3 girls, 1 3 month relationship with a girl.
19 - Oh boy, Went to college and my first year was a wild one. 13 guys, 6 girls, 4 times with couples (2 couples two times each) and 3 tag teams.
20 - 14 guys, 3 girls, My 48 year old boss 15 times, 1 time with 3 guys, 1 time with a les couple.
21 - the year I met my husband - My boss 8 times, 1 time with 2 guys in front of a group of onlookers, 3 girls, Dated a guy into ** who one tied me up and tag teamed me with a friend, Once tied me up and made a girl sit on my face, Once tied me up and let a group of my peers take turns doing random stuff so add...15 people male and female, and last but not least my husband.
After we met I shut down almost everything, We had one 3 way with my still best friend and 2 with his still best friend all in the first 2 years of marriage.
After I was done he sat and stared at me and I was like "What?", He said "I need to process" and rolled over.
I am sure I didn't sleep more than an hour that night but I woke up to his ** in my mouth instead of a kiss, Sucked him off before work and then sent the kids to my moms before he got home because I knew we would need to talk but instead we had a full on marathon ** session and he said after "Why did I not know any of this?" and I replied "I shut most of those people out of my life when we met, I moved into your place within months and never hung out with any of them.
So now we are online shopping for ** toys and possibly a male or female "Unicorn".
Some guys get off on hearing about your past sexual encounters. I was dating a guy I met at church for a short while, and we were about to have ** with each other for the first time. We are in bed messing around and talking, and he asks me how old I was when I lost my virginity, then wanted to know details (where, who the guy was, etc.). I'm telling him things in the process of answering his questions that I thought would turn a guy off, and usually does; guys might know you have had ** before they came along, but they usually don't like hearing the details about it, and this guy was totally turned on by me telling details. After hearing me tell my story of Christain college girl losing her virginity (10 years prior), this guy f**ked me for an hour without taking a break. I had already seen that he was slightly bigger than the average guy (4th date **), but this guy knew how to use it, too. He clearly didn't want me having ** with other guys now that we were dating, but he absolutely LOVED hearing me tell about my naughty exploits before I met him.
I got so turned on when my wife told me about her past and the men she had ** with. I have asked her many times to bring a man home and let me watch, as of yet she hasn't.
Gross!!! Nobody like a used up wh0re like that
You want to bet on that?
My 2nd wife was very promiscuous, at age 14 she had her own apartment, some fake ID and worked as a bartender in a ** gogo joint. Sometimes she would go on stage herself, that was where she was the first time I ever saw her. I saw her fully naked long before I ever dated her. If asked for a date, and she accepted, ** was a given.
It took me 3 months to finally ask her, she told me she had been waiting for me to ask her out. By then, she was only 17, I didn't know that since in our State 21 is the legal age to even be in a bar.
She had three pieces of ID showing her to be 25 when she was only 17.
Our 1st date was different.
Driving down the street, she scooted over and unzipped my pants before we got to the 1st stop light. We never made it to dinner.
A year later, after a LOT of turmoil, I married her in Reno. She never changed, she was willing with just about anyone.
It finally became too much, and we broke up. That was 40 years ago, she still emails me a few times a year.
It's great to be able to open up and let it out! I was far more sexually active then my wife, or at least what she led on to be. Recently she's opened up about things she did and it usually ends with me coming on her somewhere.. I've wanted to share her and after hearing a few stories it doesn't help the fantasy though she's definitely become more conservative over the years.
You sound like it's been enjoyable and I would think as your husband I'd be able to do more with you sexually then you have in the past. Hope it works out!
You sound like a real dumpster **.
I still lie. My husband goes through phases when he gets obsessed by my sexual past. I mostly try to forget them. Most of my earliest memories were illegal. I was too young and naive to know it. I still never reported because at the time I loved it. I was both chaste and a **. I was chaste around most friends and family but when away from home and family I was up for anything often started it "accidently."
When I started dating, I found dating one guy was mostly boring but more than three got you caught so I almost always had two or three boyfriends. I loved the extra drama and tension in my life and after a while I was pretty good at it.
When I started dating my husband, I had no idea he was going to get serious about me, so I cheated on him and two-timed him like normal. After we got engaged It took a while to end things with the other guys. I managed to become faithful in time for our wedding. I didn't last very long after we got married to start cheating again.
I felt better when we started swinging. At least then I wasn't the only one being bad. We stopped when I got pregnant. At least I meant to. An ex pointed out I can't get pregnant while pregnant and got into my **. I stopped again while with a baby. Anyways, you get the picture. I don't tell him because most of it is after we got together
What a **.
It's a challenge to turn off the sexual desires our bodies crave. It can be done but for some there's always a crack in the door waiting for you to push it open.
Just curious does hubby not suspect anything is going on or maybe knows and doesn't care anymore? Does having ** with others without him knowing make it more fun?
Does it make it dirtier for you when the guy is bigger than your husband? Do you talk dirty about it with the guy(s) if so? I've been ** my neighbor and it really gets me off because A. she wants it mostly up the ** and B. She talks a lot during ** and gets off talking about how much thicker and fatter my ** is than her husbands
How dogs were involved?