My mental health is sometimes a mess.

So, I'm 19 years old. I at 18 years old, moved out of my mothers house because of her abusive tendencies. I however, I never knew, that living alone would be so stressful, because not only on top of being a graduate of highschool, I'm still in a job core school, while managing an aparment. If I were younger, you would hear alot of, "I can't wait to get out of this house, I can't wait to prove my mother wrong!" Because at that point I was at my lowest low, because all i wanted from my mother was love. But as the days went on, my mother started to become more toxic, more condecsending, more untruthful, and on my 18th birthday, I finally saw her for her ways, and kicked her out of my life. And I can say it proudly, disowning my own mother, was the best thing I've ever done. My life is less controlled now, I have an amazing fiance,and yes, I still have moments where my mental health goes from high to low, but, I'm ok, but sometimes, my mental health is a ** of depression and anxiety.

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