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Missed opportunities. Episode 1
There was an older boy down the street when I was growing up. I don’t recall how much older, probably 4 to 5 years. Old enough to be much larger than I was. I was in early elementary school and he was probably junior high. I don’t know what his sexuality was but he was kind of a dork, so it might have been best described as “whatever I can put it in to.” He stripped me down and felt me up a few times (once pretty much right under my dad’s nose), but nothing beyond that. When I got a little older I was pretty bitter about it. Now that I am much older, I have these fantasies about being quite young (pre-pubescent) and being taken by older boys.
I lost my (**) virginity to an older boy when I was 12. He was in high school. He convinced me to play a game where we strip the clothes off the other. He told me to sit (my naked **) on his chest and lean over and touch his **. I did and it felt good making him hard. I leaned down and licked his ** and he leaned in and licked my **. It felt amazing. He then had me sit on his **. He was barely in me when he exploded. He told me I was good at it, and I felt proud to make another boy get so hard and **.
I have many missed opportunities I ** to daily