losing my mind
i am obsessed by a girl. she just turned 18 lives in the US, im mid 20's, europe.
shes just too young to confess to her and i fear she will be disgusted, if i tell her my feelings.
i want to be her f*** toy so badly, but i dont know what to do. theres no change we will even meet each other. i want to submit to her so badly and be her personal s** slave just to make her smile and happy. i cannot sleep, eat. i m********* several times a day thinking of her. this goes for a very long time now. all i do is waiting for her to be online to talk to her.
i think im insane!