I’m 14 and in love with my friend who’s the same gender as me. She has no idea that I dream about her all the time, and cry at the thought she might not be in my class when school starts.
I was so insecure about not having any guy friends I made up a fictional guy, I even made a Y!M account so that my friends could “talk” to him. It’s getting harder and harder to make him more realistic, but I think my friends actually believe he exists.
I m********* at least 5 times a day, I tell myself I would stop but I just can’t.
I still sleep with a baby blanket, and I still sleep in my parent's room.
Sometimes, I lay awake at night, afraid of the thought that one day I’m gonna die.