He still doesnt know

Back before I met my hisband, I was a recent divorcee. I was fit a runners figure with a rather large 36d chest. After my duvorce I went out to make up for lost time as I had married at 18 and pretty much only dated my first husband throughout high school and he was pretty controlling although I do admit I did cheat a few times. So from that point I started seeing a guy I met through work, I was a nurse and the guy was the son of one of my patients and he asked me out. He knew my situation and I was temporarily staying both at a shelter and at a friends house depending on the need for child care. My first husb was a bit psycho. Anyhow, I was eeing him and he arranged for a nice apartment for me and the rent was affordable through a friend of his, he was older and was not that great in bed and wasnt the kind I was interested in anything serious with. I also had a coworker who I started also seeing on occasion and he introduced me to his friend, both guys were dating other women pretty seriuously and had kids with them but they were attracted to me and I was to them. I had a bit of a wild streak sleepign with those three on a fairly regular basis. One night I was out with the two friends and had my roommate along becasue she liked one as well and I had hoped she would take some of the pressure off of me with those two. (Yes both guys knew I was having ** with the other and on occasion they were with me together). That night while on the dance floor my friend Sheila and I were dancing on the floor with the two guys and this taller blonde guy was walking past, I was pretty drunk so I blirted out "Hey you're cute." he blushed and we roped him to dance with the 4 of us. As the night wore on my friends with benefits were encouraging me to hook up with him and they took a bet on me getting him to sleep with me or my friend, we were both talking to him. I decided not to invite him to my place that night because I was still leaking from my earlier interludes with both guys. Well I started seieng this guy and it took about 3 weeks for us to hook up. He was pretty good in bed but he was stable and didnt have another woman for me to compete with so we settled into dating. Over time he figured out that I had been sleepgin with the other guys but we talked through it and sorted it out. I stopped seeing the friends with benefits about 3 months after he and I started seeing eachother or 2 months into sleeping with him. About 7 months into our dating he proposed to me and he was great and stable good with my kids so I went for it. I did end up hooking up with the two friends shortly before the wedding once just as a farewell fun night when my fiance was out of state for work. Now after the wedding, things were pretty normal we moved a couple of times so I didnt have any close friends for about 3 years into our marriage. When we moved back to the hometown area I had a few more friends close. Then one night we went out to party with his friends leaving the kids with a sitter. We partied at the one friends place (Rick) and then to a bar and after the bar an after party at Ricks. It was a mile long walk down a bicycle path and his friend Rick had been hitting on me all night the drunker he got the more bold he got. Until at one point on the dance floor at the bar he started asking me about my body, underwear and grooming habits. When he heard I was a mom who also shaved bare he told me to prove it (I was very drunk) so I let him feel. I looked over to the table wher my husb was sitting and he was walking to the restroom so i kissed his friend as he was rubbing me. I knew I was bad at that point. Well on the walk back to his place my husband was walking ahead with his other friends and his friend Rick and I followed behind. At some point on the walk about halfway I gave in to Ricks comments asking for a blowie we walked of fin the woods and I said we would have ot make it quick. I got down on my knees and started doing my thing and before I knew it he had his hand down my top. After about 5 minutes he didnt finish but I stopped and he pulled me to my feet saying he wanted to feel me. his hand went up my top and we kissed then he pushed my bottoms down I was curious how he felt so I moved my legs apart let him rub on me then slip in. It was awkward so we repositioned on a grassy patch and let him push in a few times then realized the others would be looking soon. He wasnt better or worse than husb but different which added to it. We stopped and rejoined the party everyone had bene waiting for a bit for us to arrive then goodness there was a soda machine at his apartment complex so we covered it up by buying some and saying we ran across to the party store to get something to drink. I kept it covered for the rest of the party. My husband was on call for work and ended up having to leave for about an hour when he left there were a lot of people there, when he returned there were only us two and he had to wait to get buzzed up for a bit because we had to get dressed and I had to clean up. Rick said he had been playing video games and didnt hear and I acted like I was asleep. About 2 weeks later I had been avoiding Rick and he showed up at our house when my Husb was out of town for work 4 hours away. Risk and I talked about how it was a one time thing and I blamed it on the alcohol as did he. He did say he had never had such a good blowie and wished I could have finished it, he promised to never say anything if I did that so I did whixch lewd to another quickie but with the promise never again. A few weeks later I set him up with one of my coworkers who was younger then me and I think much prettier they have been married now 12 years.

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