HATE

I hate him that's the way i describe him..
ever since i raised my ankles around his shoulders and allowed him to penetrate me ever so slowly and teasingly ..being divorced for nearly 2 years i had a hard time adjusting to the way men treat women nowadays ..
I knew Jack before i got married ..he had been divorced longer then i ..and was not in a rush for another relationship .....before i realized on a night out with him i ended up in his house getting totally used and abused sexually ...i ouldn't believe what had i done i was not raised in such a manner i'm miss prim and proper here.....but my puss wasn't having none of that nonsense it wasn't even 24 hrs later and my ** was throbbing and begging for his huge **... i Texted him and told him we shouldn't had done it ...
He texted me and asked how my ** was because it took some adjusting to get him in......but he performed on my ** getting me off in a wonderful ** ....i told i couldn't talk like that and wouldn't ....
but i did admit it was feeling wonderful...he wouldn't accept the word " IT "..after awhile i was forced to say ** and it didn't take long for me to text him and tell him that i was coming over for ** and ** inter action ..it's been a year and i've had more ** with Jack in 2 months then i had with my ex-husband ...i've learned to accept that between 2 people you can feel free to express your sexual feeling ..but i hate him for releasing my devilish behavior that i didn't know i had