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I'm in love with my friend's wife
I'm married. He's married. We're all friends.
I'm incredibly embarrassed and sickened by how i feel.
My friend was in a car accident and nearly died. I was the first one to the hospital with his wife, and spent 24 hours with her alone being her only support while her husband was moments away from dying on the operating table numerous times (he actually died and was thankfully brought back by the surgeons).
I think the shared trauma we both experienced has triggered feelings in me that i can't shake. I feel extremely protective of her and can't stop thinking about if she is okay. I can't stop thinking about her and the thought of her suffering is killing me. We have a bond, clearly unhealthy, but nevertheless its there.
I suspect she is feeling the same way based on some of the things she has said, but we're both trying to hide from each other how we feel, and clearly she is feeling just as guilty as i am when we should both be only thinking about her husband.
I know I'm a terrible person. I just need to put this down somewhere so i don't have to carry it. I wish i didn't feel like this. I love her so much.
No you don't love each other as you feel you do. Trauma bonding is real but your emotions reflect that but you and she should have controlled them early on, but from what you wrote you've done nothing to deal with or stop it. That makes you a horrible person and his wife is hardly any better.
You both need to accept your feelings are born from that shared trauma and get past them, because right now, neither of you are very good people.
My neighbor across the street has gotten much hotter over the years. She went from very skinny with a drinking problem to sober and now curvy and always had huge natural **. She also told my ex that she never has had an ** with her husband, so you know she's starved. I'm tempted.
My neighbor is a fireman and is a jack **, I took the first chance I got to pound his wife’s **. He works like 3 days in a row and those 3 days he is gone his wife gets ** over and over. I have turned her into a ** star. She is short and thick with small ** and a large plump **. She had never done ** so the first time hurt but she was a trooper and kept at it. Now takes it with ease. She is my next doo neighbor so it’s easy to come and go with out being seen. The funniest thing cruel as well I saw her do was He came home one day and I had her facing the living room window we could not been seen but we could see out the window. I was pounding her ** ** and was deep in there. She saw him pull up. We had to stop she had a robe because it was early morning and a g string through the robe on before she left I shoved my ** in her mouth she cleaned me up really fast with her tongue. She liked her lips poped some gum in and headed to her back yard. He was getting his stuff out of his truck. I watched as she went from cleaning my ** which had just been in her ** to her front yard all with in about a minutes time and planted a big morning kiss on him. I asked her later if he noticed that her mouth had a unique Oder. She said that he didn’t say anything. It’s been 3 years and she still comes over. I date and she has cleaned my ** after a night of ** other girls. She says that she loves me and that’s why she lets me treat her like I do. I constantly tell her that I love her as well. Going to ride this train as long as she lets me.