Sometimes I think I have always felt alone my entire life.
I felt alone as a child and in my relationships, even when I was married I felt alone
When I was in the Army I felt alone, even with friends around me I still feel alone.
I have always had this emptiness, this void around me, and I still don't understand what it’s supposed to look like or feel like.
You are very, very, alone. By yourself
You should try 16personalities(.com)…when I did, it helped alleviate my feelings of alienation.
It doesn’t save you from being a square peg in a round peg world, but at least provides personal insight & peace of mind.