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My husband and I vacationed where it was legal to go **. I love my husband and I had bought a tiny thong bikini to wear for him on vacation. Our first day on the beach I saw so many women going ** like it was nothing. My husband saw me looking at them and said you want to try being ** don’t you? I kind of smiled and said I wouldn’t mind trying it. He said go ahead if you want to. I am 45 years old and have medium to large ** and was a little hesitant about letting the girls out. I finally got up the nerve and took my top off. I was embarrassed at first when guys would walk by and glance at me bare chested. The sun felt really good on my almost naked body. My husband said you should use some sun tan lotion on your chest so you don’t burn. It was a good idea and I put lotion on my boobies. While I was doing that a couple guys walked by and said yeah those don’t usually get sun so better safe than sorry. That was affirmation to me that others were definitely seeing me bare chested. After a while my husband said let’s go for a dip in the water. I started to put my top on and he said you don’t need that. As we walked out to the water my boobies were jiggling and bouncing and we had to walk by several people to get to the water plus all the people in the water. In just my tiny thong bottom I was aware of people looking at me. Here is my issue. I felt guilty knowing other men were checking out my body. Not guilty because they were checking me out but guilty because I was enjoying them seeing me in just my thong. We went back and laid in the sun after our swim. I found myself watching everyone that walked by to see if they were checking me out. So many thoughts went through my mind. I would see someone looking and my thoughts immediately went to yeah they’re out here for you to see so look if you want. Then I thought you like them don't you. Then I realized they were also checking out my long legs in my tiny thong. Same thoughts, you like them don't you. Then I was imagining what they were thinking about my body. All of these thoughts were turning me on and my ** were hard and I felt a little wet. We were on this beach for 10 days. Every night I was anticipating the next day and looking forward to showing myself to whoever wanted to look. My husband enjoyed it because ** was great every night because I was so turned on all day. We walked the beach and I imagined every man we passed looking at my boobies and legs and bare ** in my thong. I thought to myself yes my ** are hard because you are looking. So my husband appears to like showing me off and was always complimentary and wasn’t upset at me at all. Did I enjoy this too much? Am I weird because I enjoyed showing off the majority of my body? Are there other women who have experienced these feelings? Just want to know because I still feel a little guilty enjoying others looking at my body and bare boobies.
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