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It's a little disappointing
I'm an Asian American dating a Japanese man one year older than me. He's studying abroad here in America to be come a pilot, while I'm working and going to school. I know it's not easy that he's in a different country studying aviation in English, and I kind of hate that I understand that. He's working hard to focus on achieving his dream, yet I just feel lonely. I want to be able to talk to him more when I'm home in the evening and call him more often than just the sporadic 1-2 times per month/biweekly/week. I'm extremely happy and I'm always willing to support him in his dream, but I'm just conflicted because I don't want to be selfish and ask him for more of his already little time. Even though I have a packed schedule also, and my own kind of stress, just being with him makes me feel better. I don't know what to feel or do. I don't want to stress him out more by asking him to spend more time with me because I know he's already trying his best. He means a lot to me despite our cultural differences and slight language barrier. I'm so scared of ruining it.
Man I love me my asian girls but idk why most of you have that culture thing of reading the air. I mean I like it but it’s bit overwhelming. I wished asian girls were more direct with what they want to help us males out. And yes I want to be led by the hand by a cute asian girl with like her telling me to my face what she wants and I’d love it so much. But I’d still be in charge of her body and what I wanna do with it. However I assume since the male is Japanese he’d have more of that “reading the air” thing and not want you to impose your feelings to strongly. Idk this is a weird mess that’s just unnerving.
Haven’t had ** yet?