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I'm scared to grow up
I'm about to go into the next big chapter of my life but then, this feeling hit me. I don't want to grow up. It's impossible to know my future, but I have this feeling I won't enjoy it. Everything I do, will only send me to a place I don't want to go. I absolutely love art, but my parents wouldn't allow me to take it. I also love sciences, especially biology, but due to the type of school and classes I take, I can't take the classes I want in the future. I want to live life and enjoy it, I don't what to be stuck in a cubicle, working from 8-6. I want to pursue the arts, if not, do the type of sciences I want. I wouldn't be able to pursue anything anymore. Which, scares me, to not have a choice anymore.
Growing up is tiring. Decisions are hard. Sometimes I want to clash my head against a wall till I bleed. Which concerns me. I don't want to go up to eventually earn minimum wage, a cubicle job and only getting my first million when I'm 40. I want to live my life to the fullest if that's even possible in today's society. I'm going to grow up to be almost everyone else around me. I wish I had more choices. ((Forgive me for bad grammar))
Tell your parents to f*** off and take what you want , if your choice not your parents
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