Once In A Lifetime Daddy Knows What's BEST
I was young. It was gradual and I don't recall any monumental eperiences. All natural and seemed to fit growing and learning and enjoying life. Actually as a side note, I would love to go back because I appreciate then more now. I didn't get to know my dad so when stepdad took me under his wing I was in heavan. Just because of the male bonding thru fishing, hunting, yard work, excercise, wood work, and even some golf (putt putt) I was a bit tough but loved my daddy soo much that he was my number one in all aspects. As I got older he was the one to do the mom ** talks. I'm not sure what was with my mom at the time but thought nothing of it until years later; hind sight.
I don't know why I say all this. Enjoy the moments. Daddy and I went to places I will never forget then I thought how wrong it was so I hunted and found a BOYfriend. We married. Now 23 I have gravitated back to daddy and feel peace, comfort, satisfaction, ... . A guilt of cheating on my husband does give me trouble.
I love them, all three, including mom that is slow and never new daddy and I screwed with her ever so prescent.
I know it wont happen but my perfect life is to forget all the family obsticles and live out life with dad. I love kids and so does he and we are not related and we could have a big yard with big house and live stock and vegetables and sunshine and rain and God and love and LIFE IS PERFECT.
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