My secret desires

I am an older women who lives in a small town. I have been hiding a secret for years because it was a taboo for years. I had every one around me thinking I was little Mrs innocent housewife. Even my husband didn't know about my secret. I have for as long as I can remember been attracted to a woman. My parents and family were very religious and I knew that I couldn't be who I was deep inside. So I hide my true feelings and go married and settled for a life and denied myself the passion I desired . After my kids all went to college and moved out on their own I decided to get a job and try to make a few changes. I have been a photographer for a few years now and I ended up getting a nice job for a company. I started traveling and taking pictures for them. There was two of us and we stayed together a lot and we began to become good friends. She was a few years younger than me and she was a very ** woman I have to admit. She always complained me on how beautiful I was and we were both very feminine type of ladies. I am very attracted to a feminine type of women. Me and my husband were really not getting along well and she was kinda my shoulder to learn on . She started to help me come out of my shell each trip. I became less of a county pumpkin and more of a ** woman. On our trips I started dressing a little sexier and started becoming less of a innocent housewife. Then I noticed that she was flirting with me more and more. I was a little confused at first I didn't know if she was or if I was just imagining it. But the more we were to gather the more I could feel myself falling for her . We started getting closer and closer friends. We were spending a lot of time together and we were staying in the same room together more and more because some of the towns we were in were small towns . Then one night I went out for a cigarette and I noticed her checking me out through the window and I noticed she was laying on the bed and she had her hands under the blanket and I noticed the blanket moving. I felt funny inside a feeling I haven't felt in years. I went in and it stopped the next day she really played me she came out after a shower totally naked and got dressed right in front of me i think she was trying to seduce me . Ijust couldn't keep my eyes off her ** body I felt an electric shock up and down my body. I felt myself getting very excited. It turned me on so bad. She smiled and asked me if I was ok I couldn't say anything I just froze. Then I came to my senses and apologized. She smiled and said it's ok it hard not to look at your ** body too. We talked about the job we were on and we were going to another place the following weekend. We ended up getting one room again but this time I decided to try and see if my hunch was right and she was trying to seduce me . So I went and got some very ** nighties. We got to the hotel and went to the site and took some pictures and went back to the room. I went in and took a shower when I came out all I had on was a towel I saw her on the couch so I made sure she could see me I let the towel slip off so she could see my whole body. I played dumb I noticed her looking me up and down. I got dressed I put on a very ** dress and heels and we went to dinner. Her eyes all most popped out of her head when she when I got in the rental car. We had a cigarette before we went in to eat she was definitely checking me out. As we ate we made small talk and she just couldn't keep her eyes off me . I was definitely showing off my assets. Then she smiled and said you look very ** tonight. I smiled and said an old woman like me . She smiled and said I love a mature woman. I almost couldn't catch my breath. I played dumb what do you mean. She just smiled and said let's cut to the chase I am going to be honest I a ** mature woman. My heart was beating out of my chest. I was so excited and nervous at the same time it my secret desires coming true. I excused myself to go to the restroom to cool off. I was looking into the mirror thinking about what was happening when the door opened and she walked in. She came up behind me and whispered in my ear have you ever been with a woman before. I was shaking so bad I felt like I was going to pass out. I told her no . I could only say one word at a time I couldn't breathe. Then I felt her hands on my hips and she pushed her body against mine and pushed my hair out of the way and kissed my neck. Then I was done she had me I just couldn't control myself she asked me if I wanted to I just said yes oh yes I knew what was going to happen and I didn't want it to stop. She smiled and said let's finish our dinner and go back to the room and see if you want to explore more. I was so flustered I couldn't eat it. I was so excited and nervous but I didn't want it to stop. She smiled and continued to eat and under the table she was running her leg up my leg and then I felt her toes go under my dress. I jumped she apologized I smiled and said no it fine she tesed me for a while and then we payed the bill and went to the car . On the way home I had a cigarette to try to cool off a little but things just got hotter. Before we left the parking lot she smiled and pulled my head toward her and we kissed. I felt her soft sweet lips on mine. She smiled and asked me if it was ok . I answered her with a deep long kiss. On the way back to the room she put her hand on my knee and started to move up my thigh and before I knew it she was under my dress. She smiled and said your a little excited. I smiled and said yes I am. We got back to the room and we feel in to each other's arms we kissed for a while and then I went into the bathroom and put on the sexiest nighties I brought. She thought I was chickening out but I was just trying to live out one of my fantasies. I was shaking so bad she smiled and said just relax and enjoy. She kissed me and then I felt her hands all over my body and my hands were all over hers before I knew it I had her ** in my mouth and she was deep inside me with her fingers and tongue and I had my first ** and I got my first taste of a woman we made love all night and for the rest of the trip. I am now separated and me and her live together. No one knows my secret yet but soon everyone will. Because we plan to get married as soon as my divorce becomes finalized.