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Tired...
I think i'm just getting really tired... and the more i go on the worst it gets. Idk i just want all of it to stop, the more i learn the more i realize that we were ** over. but i still dont know the truth, and to think that i will die by never knowing the truth hurts even more. Why was i born here? why during this time specifically? why are these people always winning and all we get is there scraps. I hate this place so much, i hate how we are treated so much. I can't stand any of it. The majority of them leave so peacefully with no worries at all, and we struggle daily mentally and physically just to get by. Sometime i can't even focus, because i'm trying to distract myself from this reality. I know that i need to start facing the truth, how bad it is not only for me but for the majority of ppl that look like me. I don't know what to do but i am tired so so so so tired. I think i have been tired since 1492, and i know that i can't save them but i also know that any hope that i have of us being save is also feeble. We don't even know our true history. And these people i really dont want to hate them but they took so much away from me, from us. That everytime i think about them and who they are even the children all i think about is how much i wish they didn't exist. and that we never had to share a planet with them. They're draining, and i can't be saved. They're so draining, and my family is so poor. I hate them, i don't think i will ever stop hating them. In a perfect world we never contacted with them, we never showed them how to be civilized, we left them in their cold climate to kill one another while we strived. Then our history would still be remembered, our legacy still victorious. Our language would be well kept, and our life would be so much easier. We never met them, and we never wished to ever met anything in the likes of them. we keep pushing for ourselves, we keep our ways of life, our magic hidden. And most important of all we keep our mind clean and pure. Those savages stole so many things from us but worst of all they still our identity, our DNA. and now we are so lost as a people. All i can hope for is that more of us wake up. Wake up to what they have done, to what they will do if we don't. I don't think it's too late, but what i am regretting is that i won't be around to see when we start cutting their heads off. All of them. Koupe tet boule kay! They might have won this war, but there are many wars ahead and i truly hope my ppl will one day wake up fully and start punishing them fo their crimes. So when i say i hate people i really mean it. i truly mean it. I HATE THEM WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING.
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