I'm scared. I'm 13, my mom died, and I hate my dad. He currently has his half dead insane mother living with us. She wanders around the house at night and screams randomly. It scares me to watch her die slowly each day. I watched my mom die in the hospital. I tried to kill myself twice, both times by overdosing. No one noticed and I only got really, really sick for 4 and 6 days. I need to get this off my chest. I can't sleep because of nightmares and school starts tomorrow. I still don't have my supplies. I don't know what to do. Does anyone have suggestions or advice? Please?