I'm adopted and don't have a father. I've never met my sister, and always cry on father's day. I'm 16 and have no hope of ever meeting my real dad and sister. I met her through facebook, but I don't think she wants to meet me in real life. I hate my birth mom, and everyone else. I don't get how god can be real if he f***** me over so bad. I feel alone all the time because my adoptive mom always leaves me alone. She forgets me at school, and when I finally walk home she goes out for the night. I'm sick of living.