Animal abuser, don't know what to do
It's been a few months but I still have urges and it's hard. No-one seems to get it either, there are people that'll justify animal or child abuse until they're blue in the face and those that say abusers deserve to die, sometimes they're both.
Got turned down by psychiatrist because apparently I'm not messed up enough. Feel like I don't have anywhere to go, feel like I can't tell anyone.
I've got a disgusting secret and feel no-one will love me and I'll never deserve it.
Is anyone else like me?