How I ruined my friendship with a guy because I loved him
So um 2 years i met this guy through social media after i graduated school(like I graduated in April 2022) and we started of from strangers to friends.We started talking about a lot of stuff and we had a lot of common things between us.It also turned out that we studied in the same school same batch but different syllabus(He was CBSE and I was IGCSE).Over time I started gaining feelings for him but when i was about to confess he said he liked someone else and i was fine with it.Then 2 months later,he texted me saying that he is depressed that his ex cheated on him with some other dude and i felt bad and comforted him saying that things will be ok.After a while,I liked him again and it turns out he liked me back and i was happy but he said he can't be in a relationship that soon cause he is going abroad and the trauma he was in so i was like ok we can wait and then 2 months later he broke up with me saying he was not interested in LDR and i was depressed for a while and then he came back we rekindled and broke off with me again saying that we dont work out and start off as FWB.I thought that it would make him happy and I agreed but later that didnt work out cause I had lingering feelings for him and so i ghosted him.My bestie later said that he texted her saying that he wants to talk with me(at that time I was busy so i couldn't text him) and then I texted him and i said to him that I wished that I never met you and that he made me feel sick and I said to him that i'll ruin your life later and he backed off from me.
Sep 22
Next time you need to use your mouth very strategically, earlier in any relationship, to get a guy committed to you. There will be no others considered if he knows you will let him finish in your mouth or on your face.